Easy Come Easy Go!!!

Like the old proverb said "easy come easy go!!!" that's the feeling that I am going to describe at the moment. Honestly I dunno what to call such feeling even in my own language...I just call it as a "fling-fling". Yak, the feeling when you feel sumthing to somebody which is not going into deep like love but just like temporarily falling for somebody. Why temporary? cause usually it is conditional.
Anyway it is my very short time "fling-fling" - if I can say like that. I am not supposed to go into deeper cause it is just a fling-fling. I am not typical of person who can fall for somebody so easily. For me, I need to take sufficient time to be able to finally set my heart on someone. But anyway, I feel it again!! the last time I experienced such feeling was about two years ago (long time huh?!?), but right now its faster and shorter in term of time or period comparing to the previous one hahahahaha. Crazy? Insane? Yes... looking at the person who have made me have "fling-fling" is really unbelievable. I never thought before that such guy could make me like this. Again it is conditional. I dunno when exactly it started, it just like flowing...the feeling like "abege" coming back to me...that guy eventually could make me smile and laugh all the time, that guy could make me waiting my mobile to ring, that guy could make me feel so bad when I left my phone, that guy who became my mandatory contact before going to bed, that guy who could be my accompany anytime I want, that guy could make me forget about my "labil" side, that guy.. that guy... and that guy...silly me!!!! :p and again actually its just a fling-fling for about 2-3 weeks (very very short time). I was afraid that I begun to start into deeper and deeper when I felt a bit jealousy as i heard any story about him with someone else....Aggghhhhh no way!!! I don't want it to grow stronger and stronger...anyway thank you for the short amazing feeling that you have created for me! it was really sumthing... I enjoyed every single second of our togetherness, I enjoyed every single section of our conversation either directly or indirectly, I enjoyed every chat we did, I enjoyed every smile (seuri seuri sendiri :p) that I have whenever I drive to home, I enjoyed every song that I sing...
And since now there is gonna be no more "insomnia" as my theme song which I replayed again and again in my car every time I drive as I keep on smiling by myself remembering everything that we have been through....ahhahaha I have become insane the last 2-3 weeks...
Now i need to stop it, since actually it is just a "fling-fling" which easy come easy go...my true heart is not coming towards to that guy...its still kept inside...alone...keep looking and waiting for someone who can can give me not just a "fling-fling" :)

#SA