suddenly this morning, this old song aired in the radio that I used to listen to...
Just listen to the lyrics so carefully...and it was so beautiful hihihihi... here it is...

                                                              "I Knew I Loved You"

Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
and there it goes
I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than
a little crazy but I believe


I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

There's just no rhyme or reason
only this sense of completion
and in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I found my way home
I know that it might sound more than
a little crazy but I believe



A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I found you

#SA

Yak salah satu resolusi di taun 2013 saya adalah bagaimana caranya mengembalikan berat badan saya menjadi kepala "4" alis berkisar di sekitar empat puluh sekian... 49jg gapaps. Soalnya dua taun terakhir sejak di jakarta berat badan saya stabil di kepala 5 huhuhu T_T padal normalnya saya biasanya itu sekitar 48an. Hmmm pernah sih dulu jaman kerja saya di cina dan satu taun pertama saya di balikpapan stagnan berat badan saya 44-45...kurus abis saya kala itu kayak orang sakit gak dikasih makan. Padahal gak pake diet gak pake macem2 turun aja gituh... Itu berat segitu terakhir saya smp kali...nah baru deh setelah itu entah ini si bobot tubuh manteng di 52-53. :(... Suka miris menangis histeris (sumpah ini lebay :p) kalo liat celana2 saya di lemari yang ukuran S heyyy even ada satu jeans saya ukurannya 26 (shockkk di balikpapan gw masih sempet pake jeans ukuran 26) sdgkan skrg mah XL atau 29-30 makkkk ( tepok jidat ). Beberapa minggu yg lalu pernah buru2 saya mau ke kantor asal ambil aja celana bahan dari lemari eh taunya pas dipake mentok sampe paha saja huhuhu...dan begitu dicek bener kan S huks... Anyway targetnya adalah bagaimana mengembalikan bobot tubuh saya ke seperti bobot normal saya pada layaknya....semangkaaa!!! Semangatt kaka!!! :)

#SA

Sometimes I feel so lazy to pack my bag to go to the rig... hmmm actually it is not sometimes but all the time hehehehe...
The same thing happen to me this evening, so lazy to pack up,,, I am just so tired, I need some days off!!!
But what can I say, I need to be in the rig as much as I can in order to complete my 180 rig days mission!!!
At the moment I just have finished my 38 rig days, still 142 days more to go....ah still long way to go!!! But the rules are still the rules.... Bismillaaaahhhh.... yang semangat ya Lia!!! you can make it insyaallah... semua indah pada waktunya kok termasuk urusan yang satu ini beib!


#SA

Some messages coming into my mobile in late of midnite, checked and opened it... it was from one of my best friends... ujuk2 dia bilang

My friend : Tau lagu adera "melewatkanmu"?

My friend : Kok bikin gua inget sama seseorang...

My friend : Mellow mode..

Me : Gak tau hep..

Me : Lagunya kek apa?

Me : Inget sama mbak yang satu itu?

My friend : Coba digoogle aja

My friend : bukan,,, tapi inget sama elo! lagunya mengingatkan gua sama elo! qiqiqiqi....

Me...then trying to dig such song in mbah YouTube and found the Danbo version for such video.... oh my...!!! this Danbo just like reflection of me!!!...no tears but silence in late of midnite...

"sometimes I think I do not deserve you :-("

and then finally... "I will keep walking alone till the edge even it's hard like the Danbo does"

Danbo...semoga kamu kuat ya jalan sampe ujung... cause actually you have been getting used to walk alone and get up by yourself everytime you fall down in time before!

#SA

Dear H...
Why are you such uncooperative?
Why are you such stubborn?

Dear H..
Could I ask you one thing! Could you give me a leave absent for a month at least.
I have been bored and tired with this class.. you showed up in this room everyday even in my busy time..
Could you just take vacation and not attend the same class with me?!?

Dear H...
Could you please turn over...to the left or to the right..up to you..
I am really unable to steer your trajectory... why your tendency is always turning back
Go straight to TD please... to your final destination by hitting the right target at the centre...

Dear H...
I am tired... really really tired...Don't you poor me even once?

Dear H...
I miss your beat! Please start beating loudly... I really miss that beating..

Dear H...
Please be opened...I am tired of being locked here!

Tributed to something called "Heart"

#SA