Sometimes I feel so lazy to pack my bag to go to the rig... hmmm actually it is not sometimes but all the time hehehehe...
The same thing happen to me this evening, so lazy to pack up,,, I am just so tired, I need some days off!!!
But what can I say, I need to be in the rig as much as I can in order to complete my 180 rig days mission!!!
At the moment I just have finished my 38 rig days, still 142 days more to go....ah still long way to go!!! But the rules are still the rules.... Bismillaaaahhhh.... yang semangat ya Lia!!! you can make it insyaallah... semua indah pada waktunya kok termasuk urusan yang satu ini beib!


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Some messages coming into my mobile in late of midnite, checked and opened it... it was from one of my best friends... ujuk2 dia bilang

My friend : Tau lagu adera "melewatkanmu"?

My friend : Kok bikin gua inget sama seseorang...

My friend : Mellow mode..

Me : Gak tau hep..

Me : Lagunya kek apa?

Me : Inget sama mbak yang satu itu?

My friend : Coba digoogle aja

My friend : bukan,,, tapi inget sama elo! lagunya mengingatkan gua sama elo! qiqiqiqi....

Me...then trying to dig such song in mbah YouTube and found the Danbo version for such video.... oh my...!!! this Danbo just like reflection of me!!!...no tears but silence in late of midnite...

"sometimes I think I do not deserve you :-("

and then finally... "I will keep walking alone till the edge even it's hard like the Danbo does"

Danbo...semoga kamu kuat ya jalan sampe ujung... cause actually you have been getting used to walk alone and get up by yourself everytime you fall down in time before!

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Dear H...
Why are you such uncooperative?
Why are you such stubborn?

Dear H..
Could I ask you one thing! Could you give me a leave absent for a month at least.
I have been bored and tired with this class.. you showed up in this room everyday even in my busy time..
Could you just take vacation and not attend the same class with me?!?

Dear H...
Could you please turn over...to the left or to the right..up to you..
I am really unable to steer your trajectory... why your tendency is always turning back
Go straight to TD please... to your final destination by hitting the right target at the centre...

Dear H...
I am tired... really really tired...Don't you poor me even once?

Dear H...
I miss your beat! Please start beating loudly... I really miss that beating..

Dear H...
Please be opened...I am tired of being locked here!

Tributed to something called "Heart"

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Minggu lalu ketika saya memulai exposure pertama saya sbagai directional driller, datanglah tawaran dari departemen lain yg dulu saya sangat inginkan. Seseorang ini berkata kepada saya bahwasanya nama saya telah ada dalam list big bossnya sbagai salah satu kandidat utama untuk posisi PTE itu. Saya jadi galau, saya jadi labil, mulai goyah dan mulai berpikir ulang.
Am I taking the right decision? Should I turn over to other department? I dunno...
Ya Allah... Semoga keputusan yang saya ambil ini adalah keputusan terbaik dari-Mu ya Allah... Mudahkanlah dan lancarkanlah segala sesuatunya, mohon bimbinganMu dalam setiap langkah yang kutempuh ya Allah, jangan biarkan ini menjadi keputusan karena emosi sesaat sama seperti dulu ketika aku memilih jurusan kuliah yg cm sekedar emosi...
Bismillaah...temani aku selalu ya Robb... Amiiinnn..

You’re everything I thought you never were

And nothing like I thought you could’ve been

But still you live inside of me

So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget

The only one I’d love to not forgive

And though you break my heart, you’re the only one

And though there are times when I hate you

Cause I can’t erase

The times that you hurt me

And put tears on my face

And even now while I hate you

It pains me to say

I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe

I don’t want a broken heart

Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe

I don’t wanna play that part

I know that I love you

But let me just say

I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no

I don’t want a broken heart

And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No...No

No broken-hearted girl

I’m no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say

But up to now I’ve always been afraid

That you would never come around

And still I want to put this out

You say you’ve got the most respect for me

But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me

And still you’re in my heart

But you’re the only one and yes

There are times when I hate you

But I don’t complain

Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away

Oh but now I don’t hate you

I’m happy to say

That I will be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe

I don’t want a broken heart

Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe

I don’t wanna play that part

I know that I love you

But let me just say

I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no

I don’t want a broken heart

And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No…No

No broken-hearted girl

Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo

I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah

Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free

To spread my wings and fly away

Away With you

yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh

I don’t wanna be without my baby

I don’t wanna a broken heart

Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby

I don’t wanna play that part

I know that I love you

But let me just say

I don’t want to love you in no kind of way..No..No

I don’t want a broken heart

I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..

No broken-hearted girl

Broken-hearted girl No…no…

No broken-hearted girl

No broken-hearted girl

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